having no appetite, my day officially started at 3pm, after a simple toast bread at 10am. *10am-2pm i was on the previous blog post* wanted to nap but not sleepy at all, so kinda forced myself to go out and find food, any food will do. had a simple bowl of meehoon soup, which i amazingly finished it all! before i started on my afternoon walk..
i've never walked this slow~ it took me 1hr to get to kaohsiung arena which is just around the corner from my apartment, at 2.3km! dont ask me how did i do that turning 30mins journey into 1hr walk, somehow it just happened.
this is not all. my dad was admitted into Singapore General Hospital for his heart scan and operations at 2pm. my heart was with him, praying for God's peace and protection on the whole procedure. *he was on local anesthesia so he's awake throughout the scanning* when he's out, jancy messaged that the first statement was to order hospital dinner~! seriously, this is so typical of my dad. i bet, he might (must) have been directing his scan with the surgeons. doctor chua, we call him. at least, that's a good sign - asking for food immediately after scanning. results: out of 4 arteries from the past by-pass operation, 2 are still working well; 1 is blocked and another yet to be found. *'yet to be found'?!* they need to do another scan to locate this 'missing' arteries before they could decide on the 'balloon' operations. it's amazing how our human body work, even with 'hidden' artery. anyway, this is why he has to be hospitalized for another night to prepare for another scan.
came evening, joe and i consulted my chinese physician on my pregnancy. knowing i have more complications than normal mothers, he advised against flight during my first semester!! *seriously?!* i guess that's THE confirmation joe wanted while i tried to protest. i was really looking to 23May to return to Singapore.. to my hugo.. to my dad. despite the web information that flight is safe, i was shaken when the physician illustrated the 5% probability of mishap. yes, the 95% is safe to travel but what if i'm the 5%? knowing my medical history, i cant help but to give in.. bye, 23May.. Singapore, i will see you again in August2013. see you, my durians *sob sob*
PS: i cant help keep thinking of the name Jeremiah where God always reminds me on jere 33:3. perhaps this shall be my son's name (if he's a son)?
Jeremiah 33:2-3
Thus says the Lord who made it, the Lord who formed it to establish it (the Lord is His name): ‘Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know.’http://bible-library.com/Jeremiah
http://bibleencyclopedia.net/index.php/Jeremiah
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