15wk - so.. this is the mythical 2nd trimester feeling

i think i m beginning to understand what's hipe of second trimester is about cos i feel my energy is higher these days despite my home alone boredom. at least i feel better when walking.

believe it or not, i didnt feel as afraid when i went for gyn checkup last night. lying on the bed used to bring fear n doubts but yesterday i know everything will be alright, no more shivers. indeed, God is good. my little baby is actively growing well inside me. perhaps he's not in good mood, that's why he's sleeping downwards - difficult to see his face. but i see his little hands n a bit of his legs... his spine bone is growing well.. n a little tummy. he really like to move around, so much so it's even harder to see a proper scan. but i thank God for the gyn last night *not the infamous busy gyn* he really took more time to scan around n explain what is what. anyway, since thatnwas the last gyn checkup in taiwan, i shall not harp further about the doc.

i really looking forward to fly back to singapore, even askee my mum to prepare chingteng dessert. the only sadness is joe wont be around me in singapore, i will have to be fully independent as a mother, work towards our family reunion when duedate is near.

after seeing little jeremiah, i know i have to provide for him... i m a mother now.