nothing usual - i guess my down emotions has kinda drained out by now, that i can see things in better perspective. or perhaps it's due to the fact that joe is coming for a week tomorrow, i finally have a husband by my side during this pregnancy, even though it's only 6days.
as day goes by, little jeremiah is adjusting himself inside with his moves and kicks, i kinda wonder if december will come sooner than i thought. suddenly i was able to give some kind of advice to delia who just pregnant (after a painful ordeal), i was kinda surprise to realise i've actually come this far with my difficult pregnancy. i guess at this rate, jeremiah will be in my arms very soon. gosh, will it be another depressing attack of worrying and taking care of him??
i'm not sure if my placenta has moved up..or is it still lying low. but in whichever the case, i know jeremiah is a sure-happen thing now. no matter how disappointing my body is, little jeremiah will still be born and i have to embark into another role in life. nursing him, and might even miss him so much while adjusting into a new job. i have never miss anyone when i travel abroad, i wonder how is this missing will be in future.
yes, a lot to prepare for his arrival. but i can finally take comfort that i will be seeing joe tomorrow - to discuss in person, to decide and to plan... at least for the next 6 days, i wont be alone facing those stress; at least i'd have someone to go out with, out of this 4walls of house.
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